My Shadows - Your Borderline

"If you aren't who you think you are, who are you?"

"If all the stars have all fallen from the sky, what keeps you going?"

"If you don't know where you're going, how are you so sure you're headed there?"

"So you find everything you're looking for - what next?"

"Are questions without answers are a waste of time?"

"Why is there an answer for every question anyone could ever ask, if you search long and hard enough for it?"

"Belief is obviously such a waste of time, yet I believe in believing?"

"How long must you wait before you don't have to wait any longer?"

"The greatest sorrow is pure joy and the greatest happiness is pure sorrow - why and how?"

Fact.

Never forget it. Not ever.
Don't make the same mistakes I did, remind yourself every moment of every day!

no pressure btw

havefaithhavefaithhavefaithhavefaithhavefaithhavefaithhavefaith-IN YOURSELF AND IN WHAT YOU DO???

"Let's rearrange...
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage,
Just say that we agree and then never change...
Soften a bit until we all just get along.
But that's disregard,
Find another friend and you discard,
As you lose the argument in a cable car...
Hanging above as the canyon comes between.

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head...
Over my head...
With eight seconds left in overtime,
She's on your mind...
She's on your mind...

And suddenly I become a part of my past,
I'm becoming the part that don't last,
I'm losing me and its effortless,
Without a sound I lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that I wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till I torch it myself..."
- The Fray 'Cable Car' (edited slightly)

"Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now...

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall.

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now...!!!
- Oasis, 'Wonderwall'

"I cried to my daddy on the telephone,
how long now?
Until the clouds unroll and you come home,
the line went.
But the shadows still remain since your descent,
your descent.

The saints are coming, the saints are coming.
I say no matter how I try, I realize that there's no reply.
The saints are coming, the saints are coming.
I say no matter how I try, I realize that there's no reply.

A drowning sorrow floods the deepest grief,
how long now?
Until the weather change condemns belief,
how long now?
When the night watchman lets in the thief
Whats wrong now?

The saints are coming, the saints are coming home..."
- U2 'The Saints Are Coming

"The shackles are undone
The bullets quit the gun
The heat thats in the sun
Will keep us when there's none

The rule has been disproved
The stone has been moved
The grain is now a groove
All debts are removed, ooh...

Oh can't you see what love has done to every broken heart
Oh can't you see what love has done for every heart that cries
Love left a window in the skies
And to love I rhapsodize

Oh can't you see..?"
- U2, 'Window In The Skies'

"I'm on fire and now I think I'm ready to bust a move
Check it out I'm rocking steady...
Go!"
- Motion City Soundtrack 'The Future Freaks Me Out'

[i'M oNCE mORE gAME 4 anyTHING]

Where do I belong?
Who should I be?
Everything seems wrong...
Oh why can't I see?

It all seemed so easy,
But somehow I'm going backwards...
This ain't the way it's meant to be,
Where am I heading towards?

Never have I really fit.
Try as hard as I might,
All I come up with is shit,
But to the end I'll fight...

Where do I belong?
Neither here nor there,
Everything is wrong.
Life has never been fair...

Always me the odd-one out,
In body or in spirit.
I know that if I shout,
No one would hear it...

I'm constantly wandering,
I'm forever changing,
I've lost all feeling...
My heart is still breaking.

Who was I before?
If I knew that now...
I might know wherefore,
Or at the very least how.

But I don't know,
And I can't see,
I've lost my flow!
Who should I be?

You say be true to your heart,
So again I try but fail...
Once more I return to the start,
But it's all to no avail.

Because I've changed so much,
That I've lost sight of myself...
I use my name like a crutch,
Left my soul upon a shelf.

I've been to hell and far worse,
No one saw when I was lost,
Saw my coffin or my hearse...
I'm the one who pays the cost.

Where did all the good times go?
What ever happened to true friends?
I suppose I will never really know,
Just who will be with me till the end...

When you'd give EVERYTHING
When you'd do EVERYTHING
When you'd try EVERYTHING
When you'd try ANYTHING

Then it's thrown back in your face,
Your best wasn't good enough...
Your fiery heart with ice they replace,
You gotta be strong, you gotta be tough.

So I give it all,
Hiding behind that mask...
And they take it all.
Is it really too much to ask;

That someone notices your plight?
That someone cares enough,
To ask if everything's alright?
To tell you that you're strong enough...

Someone who'll be at your side,
Someone who'll keep you in sight,
Someone in whom you can confide...
In who you'll see the light.

But no it isn't so...
No one see,
No one wants to know,
Or hear my silent pleas.

I can't keep it togeather,
The protecting ice is starts to crack...
The storm is hard to weather,
It's now too late, I can't go back.

I start to dream...
I start to wish...
Of times I've seen,
Of times I miss.

But soon I wake,
My thoughts turn black.
The nightmares overtake.
And I lose track.

I can no longer conceal,
I can no longer hide,
This pain that I feel...
Now I'll know who's on my side.

*****
People have changed.
They have their own problems,
Their own hope, their own dreams and fears...

Maybe I'm derranged.
But I'm sure I used to solve their problems,
Held their hopes, shared their dreams, chased their fears...

I came out from behind my mask.
And there was nothing...
No one even bothered to ask.
I lost my footing
- and fell.
Into yet another new kind of hell.

I turn my back, mind filled with fears,
I don't turn back, choke back my tears.

But then you saw what no one else could see!
You forgot your own troubles,
Long enough to stop, say bye and talk with me...
The ice has cracked and water bubbles.

Still lost, confused.
Dreams gone and used.
But now at least I see a light.
And I'll try once more, with all my might.

THIS IS NOT ME!!!

NOBODY KNOWS THE REAL ME!!!

I DO NOT BELONG HERE!!!